Kendrick Lamar just made history and won the Pulitzer price in music for his hip-hop album, DAMN.
I’m obsessed with his most recent music, I love the beats and the lyrics and I’m truly sorry I’m not more eloquent or knowledgeable on the subject.
I just know that when I’m driving and one of his songs come on I feel like a badass, I feel like a boss-ass bitch. No one can put me down, or make me feel bad about where I’m from (the Southside of Tucson). That’s how his music makes me feel, a combination of empowered and badass. He raps about Compton, but really any person from humble upbringing can relate to his music.
Anyway, should he ever for some random reason see this image, I hope it makes him feel powerful and cool.
I turned 30 last week… and I feel pretty fantastic.
I’m not sad to be leaving my 20’s. I feel like a woman, I feel a sense of purpose and determination.
I’m strong. I feel like I’ve learned some life-saving lessons. I feel happy in my own skin (finally), I feel like an adult who isn’t spinning out of control (finally), I feel… like I have my own back. I feel resilient.
I’ve made it this far. I’VE SURVIVED.
OKAY. I got a little dramatic there, but see I don’t care because this is me. I’m dramatic and I’m okay with that. NO, actually, I LOVE it. I love that I can feel things so very deeply. I accept it and thrive in it.
Bring it, 30.
I love this movie. I really can’t stop thinking about it.
I hope to find someone who loves me as much as Kane loved Lena. If you’re not willing to make an alien carbon copy of yourself to come find me in another life, why even bother?
Also, sorry I haven’t posted in almost a year… I’ve been busy with life and stuff.
AAAHHH!!! I’m so happy! Finally some good news in my life!
Seriously. SO happy! ^^
Continuing with May, mental health awareness month doodles.
If you’re feeling down, try not to isolate yourself. Generally when we’re feeling gray, the brain will make it seem as though things are worse than they really are and if those thoughts go unchallenged they can start to seem real. It’s best to not be alone for this reason, there’s no one to challenge the negative thoughts, to distract you. Try to spend time with loving, compassionate friends, family, or even a pet can be helpful. Don’t worry about being a burden on them, generally people who care for you don’t mind. In fact, they want to help. If you haven’t found friends or family who can be there for you, keep looking there are good people out there. They will make themselves available, they’re easy to spot.
It doesn’t have to be serious business either, you can just ask your friend to hang out, catch a movie, grab a bite, go for a walk or hike, etc.
Of course there’s nothing wrong with being alone and enjoying your own company. As an introvert, the time I spend on my own is literally the best. The difference is in how you’re feeling, if you’re feeling peaceful and balanced then there’s no harm in being by yourself.
Can’t wait to share more tips with you guys. This is something near and dear to my heart.
Until next time,
May is mental health awareness month, as someone who has suffered from depression I have a thing or two to say about surviving from it.
The first and most important step is to love yourself. Fiercely, unconditionally love yourself as you are, flaws and everything. All of it, leave nothing out. Accept yourself as you are and it doesn’t matter if others love you or not; Just because others don’t love you doesn’t mean you aren’t worthy of love. Repeat after me, “I deserve to feel loved” (eventually it sinks in, I promise). Anyone who disagrees or tries to make you feel otherwise can exit themselves from your life, believe me you don’t need this kind of people in your life.
The second step is resilience. Bounce back from anything, no matter what you’ve been through, what they’ve done to you, the things you’ve suffered and are currently suffering and fighting against … bounce back, always bounce back . Like some annoying plastic bouncy ball, never stay down. Never let anyone or anything keep you down and make you feel beaten. Be like that super annoying song from the 90s,”I get knocked down, but I get up again, you’re never gonna keep me down”.
Ill continue with more steps throughout this mental health awareness month.
Your gal pal,
Not ready, guys. But it’s now or never.
Ps (I don’t even have 1 cat, I’m failing at being a catlady)
Some deedly-doodles I did for my fandom pages. Goku & ChiChi being cute. The first doodle is of Goku stalking ChiChi, cause that’s just what guys do. The second is a cute, simple little animation; I discovered how to make gifs so beware I’m going to go gif-making crazy.
Hope you all had a great, wholesome Easter with your loved ones. As for me, I ate more jellybeans that I care to admit.
Happy rest of your week, everyone!
Happy Birthday Toriyama-Sama!
You’ve been a great role model, and have influenced the lives of many by your creations! Without you there would be no Goku, and who wants to live in a world without Goku? NOT me!
I send you my love, you big goofball!